FINALLY!

So I finally have my provisional license.
hahahahaha, NOW I can DRIVE anywhere I want.
actually, where my parents want.
I so scared, but excited at the same time.
I be driving to school now. hehehe.

It sucks I can only have 1 passenger that's non-family in the car with me.
but, no one will know if I'm a good driver right?
hehe, I'm so bad. :D
justkidding.
I don't break laws, I'm not a delinquent.
anyways, this is amzuhzing.

The provisional is a piece of paper haha...
kind of...stupid. what if my wallet gets wet or something...
it should at least be like...laminated paper or something.
wait, then folding it and putting it in your wallet would be hard...
meh, whatever.
ANYWAYS,

I'M HAPPY!!!!!!

It's Been A While!

Alright! Well, I haven't been updating this blog of mine for some time.
It seems like It's been forever, when it's only been a few weeks.
The beachhouse was great. Weather kind of ruined it, but a week with friends. so that was fun.

School has been taking away my life. My classes aren't hard or anything, but I just don't like how each of my classes are an hour and thirty minutes.
It's ridiculous.
4 blocks a day, alternating.
X Days:
Strength and Body I
Spanish III
Algebra III w/ Trig
US/VA History

Y Days:
Chemistry
Finance
English 11
Imaging Technology

meh, school is suck. grammar fail intended.
I have friends in each of my classes, minus Algebra...
I hate algebra. I hate math. I hate numbers.

ehhh, it's kind of late.
my bedtime failed. I can't set my bedtime earlier...I can't change just like that.
I was going to join clubs, but I don't know where to sign up.
Strength and Body I killed my upper body today. I'm a weakling...
Lacrosse is on my mind, but I don't know if I can handle it.

SOME GOOD NEWS!!!!
I'm finally starting Behind The Wheel!
which means, I'm that much closer to getting my provisional license.
I can drive by myself soon.
I want to drive to school, the bus sucks.
our bus driver assigned seats because we were too loud, and disrespectful...
i swear our bus driver gets her cheerios peed in everyday...
I get the Hyundai Sonata as my car. I so excited.
Though I want a Honda Civic with built in navigation.
Im thinking of getting body paint for my hyundai. a bright yellow. :D

ughh, I'm getting tired.
I'm catching up on all the kdrama i missed.
currently watching "That Fool" I like it.
"He Who Can't Marry" made me laugh a lot.
which is sort of hard for any type of media to do.
people are the best sources of laughter. :D

meh, one episode of That Fool and I go nighty night.
I'll try to blog more.
don't blame me if I don't.
<3

Preparation H...S.

I don't know why, but High School is all I can think of lately.
so my blog posts have been somewhat related to high school lately....
hehe, my title ~
Preparation High School!

man, IDK, I'm kind of excited for High School to end. Then I get to go to college, that's if I get accepted to where I want....
BUT IDK!
I'm scared and excited at the same time....

I know what I want to major in, but I'm worried about tuition, boarding, food, transportation, etc etc.
I need a job. haha, i have to save up.
IDK, I applied to Taco Bell I think, because my dad faxed in my application, but no answer. ㅠ.ㅠ
it's unfair, I don't have a work history, because NO ONE HIRED ME!

volunteer work should help me get a job, or something.
I'm desperate...
I need money to provide for my needs.
I HATE money...
it corrupts everything...
meh.

Yay, my mom is going to discuss the beachhouse thing with my friend's mom.
I hope I get to go.
I want to be like super tan, not this like glowing yellow hue I have right now...
haha.

I need to practice for the SAT.
I took a practice test, and I haven't taken any previous studying, or tutoriing or practice or anything
and I got a 1650.
meh, it's not bad, but it's not good either....
aiming for at least 2000+

I need something to do.
I need to read books.
I need to be able to quote relevant information for essay part of SAT.
I suck at essays...

Timothy Brindle and Shai Linne have been mostly of what I've been listening to.
Joe has good taste in music.
hehe. <3

Excitement.

So, in a few days, or THIS SATURDAY, I might be able to go to the beachhouse for a week with my friend. I'm kind of excited, but I don't know if my parents will say yes...THey changed their mind ot I'm going to think about it. I'm pretty sure that's a no, but I can dream can't I?
EVEN STILL, even if I can't go, I'm still excited for school to start, but I'm probably going to regret that, after a few school weeks, but I'm determined to get the grades I need.

Man oh man, I feel different. Maybe it's just me.
haha.
I woke up at 12 PM today. I need to get in shape. I need to wake up at 5 AM...ugh, this sucks.
sleep is my drug. whatever, as long as it pays off in the end.

Better Is One Day!

Such A GREAT SONG!

I played this for my Sunday School kids, and they loved it, or at least I think they did...

ANYWAYS, It's just one of my favorite songs to play on the Geetarr~

It makes me get goosebumps because it sounds so nice.

haha, I'm so tired...
and I'm disappointed in myself with my practice SAT score...
It wasn't good, and it wasn't bad. Or at least I think so.
Sort of average.
BUT I DON'T WANT AVERAGE! I WANT EXCEPTIONAL! AWESOME! SUPER! FANTASTIC! GREAT! EXCELLENT! SPECTACULAR! STUPENDOUS!

meh, I guess I need to study. Need to find me an SAT book... :D

Ugh...

So, today was an average boring day.
and I've done nothing for the past few days.
and well, the thing I'm looking forward to the most is...

A WEEK AT A BEACH HOUSE!!!

Wooo. Outer Banks in North Carolina. I'm so excited.
My friend invited me and my mom said I could go.
But I'm going to miss my school's open house.
IDK, open house isn't a requirement but I'd like to see my teachers.

UGHH. whatever. I'd take the beach over school anyday.
so YAY!
haha. Thank God for the opportunity.

Isaiah 6:8

Well, I've decided. I'm going to do something with my life.
No more sitting around being lazy, no more Facebooking ALL day.
I'm going to help out my community through volunteer work, and actually work for college.
I know that my parents won't be able to provide the money for tuition fees for college.
I've been taking High School for granted.
maybe it's too late, but I'm going to try.
I need scholarships/grants.
l might have to loan as well...
Volunteer work seems like a good choice for scholarships.
Grades and courses are going to be better as well.
I'll see the work and study in a new light. The light that I've turned off since Kindergarten.
I'll work hard, and make my parents proud.
that's my wish. to make my parents proud.
My parents always say, "We just want you to do your best."
But, I know they want me to do better, they KNOW that I can do better.
But I've been ignoring that for far too many years.
"Then I heard the voice of the Lord saying, "Whom shall I send? And who will go for us?"
and I said, "Here am I Lord, send me!"
Isaiah 6:8


I want to be sent. No.
I NEED to be sent.