If Only I Took Behind The Wheel During School...

Behind The Wheel, the dumb, unnecessary, stupid, nerve-racking, Virginian, ignorant, ugly, boring, required program that enables me to get my license. Behind The Wheel is the only thing left that I must do in order to obtain my license, other than wait until September. I've already driven 30 hours in the day, and 15 hours after the sun had set. All I need now is 7 hours observing, and 7 hours driving of the stupid Behind The Wheel. And to enroll in this program, you have to pay a hefty amount of $250!!!!!! That is ridiculous! I don't want to burden my family with this sum, because they are paying for my FH trip as well, which is another $160... I hate money for what it does to the best of us. The world cannot survive without money. *sigh* For the bible says in Timothy 6:10 For the love of money is the root of all evil: which while some coveted after, they have erred from the faith, and pierced themselves through with many sorrows. Businesses these days are corrupt and only devote themselves to the gain of even more money. Unless it's for a good cause. Such as Father Heart.

Ughhh. Even though I am excited to get a laminated plastic with my details on it, I already hate driving. No lie. I understand why my parents and people I know hate to go out to drive and especially for long distances. It's hard to explain, but I understand their reasoning.

I realized that when I get my license, sometime in the future, which car will I take to go wherever I need/want? My dad and mom are constantly on the move going places, but if I take the sedan or van, whatever will my parents do? haha. So I'm thinking about saving money for a used car, but I'm also worried about how I'm going to save for it. *sigh* Nothing is as easy as it sounds.

I've realized something that doesn't really relate to this at all.
The future never comes to us. We never experience the future, because once the "future" is upon us, it is the present. it is now. and that means the future is now and now and now and now...The future is the present before the present if that makes sense?

haha, a little philosophy here and there. Something that I just noticed.
Whatever will I do with my life. haha.


Life is the most confusing puzzle.
Life is the largest labrynth maze.
Life is a tunnel with many different paths.
Life is a rubiks cube of infinite dimensions.
Life can be solved through Jesus.
The solution is God.

a freeverse poem? possibly?